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Fragments Become Whole

by James Day Leavitt

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1.
The Yearning 04:17
Beyond this known ocean Lies the sea I'm just wading In my memories And all that come before me is buried beneath the honest answers I can’t see I'll keep my eyes closed and walk swiftly dreaming along this hollow road bathed in mystery. I’m racing to your body the promise of the sea dancing upon this moment in front of me The child lies within buried so deep asking for forgiveness from his reality I’m craving bliss but bringing misery I can only forgive what I can see Beyond this know ocean lies the see I’m just yearning to be free
2.
History 02:50
In time I may understand what has passed from hand to hand. I am caught in the moment of you. Wanting distance to show me the way I’m intimate with each hour of our day Just pray when you’re are praying. You and I will be gray before we know it. 2x Climb within me, upon my twisting vines so you can see my mystery. I am caught in the moment of you. Frozen but clear in blind atonement. Just pray when you’re are praying. You and I will be gray before we know it.2x
3.
To tell the truth, a ghost is among us. This white love comes from the darkness. You become real and I can barely see. You're taking shape to my naked eye. A broken hour leaves it's moments scattered. You've given to me something that I needed. I see you now plunging in your water. Your eyes holding light at the very beginning. Like getting lost in a breaking wave, I can only hope you'll be there again.
4.
Moving Parts 03:12
Moving parts the machinery is grinding it's way to extinction I must bring myself to the brink and move, and move to completion Extrapolate self I am the nerve the makes the world go round Rites of spring take this ring and wear it around your neck The fire's gone out and it's time to move, to move to distinction I must bring myself to the brink and move, and move to completion. Extrapolate self I am the nerve the makes the world go round
5.
Wonder 02:59
I wonder what life is like holding with all your might a single falling ancient star. I simply love what I held close the mercy of a sacred ghost before I dared that dream of dreams where I could finally weep. I wonder. I wonder. Craving one more lusting love I became a heavy wind too strong to see what I needed too close to keep my dreaming. You became a distant dream in pirouettes and stolen seas I might not know the swollen words as much as I can be them. As much as I can free them from my tired wasted, urgent mouth after so much waning fate my burden after burden... I wonder. I wonder.
6.
The Visitor 03:30
Turn turn again your angry head. Turn into someone that I know again.. Like a battle from long ago euthanized by history. I want it to fade, fade away Hands down eyes wide falling away on the inside. I died once, only only to be re-born. I can live once, only once. I want it to fade, fade away
7.
Over Again 01:38
I'm in the throes of my own movement I can't decide what to do Should I climb the empty ladder of the past or just be here with you Breaks in my timeline they've been rearranged I didn't apologize for my imagined sins I never did nothing I didn't want to do without you wanting it too. I gave so much and then retreated back into my impatient mind I just look back over my shoulder and walk away in my mind's eye.
8.
Shape Of You 03:31
There lives a bright wonder where the light is fine. The calendar suspended the morning divine. I force my beginning into my end. I'm a roustabout beside myself again. I can see the shape of you. The silent shape of you. The sky is grasping at the clouds the colors are smashing so red and loud. I can't make out the shape of you, the simple shape of you. I'll come down from the blue if you’re true to me I'll be true to you. The shape of faithful you, The love we hold anew. I'll will try to meet you, love without the shape of you to come I'll make do, we'll make do the shape of me and you.
9.
Fragments become whole. His Marriage to himself was incomplete so many times he questioned love Inside his body his heart keeps beats purposely pumping his blood His hands are so still as he sits in the moments his body absorbs his love His searching has come to an end. Fragments become whole. Fragments become whole. His Marriage to himself was incomplete so many times he questioned love Inside his body his heart keeps beats purposely pumping his blood His hands are so still as he sits in the moments his body absorbs his love His searching has come to an end. Fragments become whole. These daily disciplines, these rituals of the soul Fragments become whole Before he forgets he retraces his steps. Small victories of the soul. His fragments become whole (repeat)

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These songs represent a journey from a fragmented, anxious victim of trauma that doesn't feel worthy of love to a whole individual that is able to accept love and life as it comes for it’s simple truth and nothing more.

This project is the Final Product of my senior study at Goddard College where I have been studying trauma and creative therapies as well as the neuropsychological connection between expression and healing.

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released December 13, 2016

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James Day Leavitt Portland, Maine

James Day Leavitt is a writer, musician and occasional painter. He was born and raised in Maine. He spent most of his 20's in Oakland, California, where he played bass in Three Years Down and Witticus, two East Bay punk bands. He returned to Maine in 1999 and currently resides in Portland with his wife Katie and their two daughters, Audrey and Ida. ... more

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